Im back and Im bored!!

One of my last posts was a life update and I'm fairly sure at the time I was determined to get back into blogging. That idea clearly only lasted as long as it took to type the post up and publish it!!

Its not that I didn't like blogging, I do. I don't think people realise how much time and energy blogging really takes up and holding down a full time job as well as a new relationship on top of blogging makes it extremely difficult. I want to be able to put the best quality posts out and didn't feel I was capable of doing this in my previous situation.

 

But I'm back!! Who knows how long for this time!! There's a reason behind it you see. I have been off work for the past 8/9 weeks now with what my rheumatologist thinks is Fibromyalgia (I'll do a whole post on it and keep you updated with the diagnosis process).
Whether it's Fibromyalgia or not, I'm in constant pain at the minute, not sleeping and bored out of my tiny little mind.
The pain is stopping me from going out, holding a book to read and a pen to write, so I'm taking this opportunity to get back into blogging as I can just about type on my phone/laptop.

 

So here's the update on life:

 

Lets start wirh Florida. It happened and it was amazing!! I managed to get through the whole holiday without a single panic attack which is insane considering my anxiety is on an insane level, I'm the biggest worrier and I'm a real home bird who gets home sick after a few hours at work!! My first holiday without my parents and I nailed it.
I experienced so many new things whilst out there; my highlights were definitely stroking sharks and feeding flamingos!!

 

 

I feel like I'm settling into the new house now. My bedroom is 90% decorated which definitely helps with it feeling like "home". It still feels odd some days when I wake up and don't realise where I am for a few seconds but it's getting easier each day.

 

 

I'm still in a relationship!! Not going to go into tonnes of detail but it's going swimmingly. We've booked our next holiday for 2017 to Dominican Republic and we're both very excited to spend 2 weeks together again but on a more relaxing break. I'm just very happy.

 

 

Uni didn't happen. I was refused every single penny of funding (due to being funded for my first uni course).
So I'm still working in Radiology as an assistant...when I'm not ill.
I'm not sure where I'm going with my career path now as I don't know how much I'm going to be effected by this condition. I'm at risk of losing my job because of it and I can't think of anything that will suit my mental health needs as well as my now physical needs.

Christmas is approaching fast and this year I have completed all my Christmas shopping weeks in advance. I hate that Christmas seems to be spoilt a bit due to the stress of shopping and preparing.





I'm going to leave this blog post here. Hopefully there'll be more posts coming very soon now that i'm back, however if typing becomes difficult or I'm back to work then they might be few and far between. We'll see!!